Saturday, September 3, 2011

I swear.

Seriously. Sometimes I swear little sisters can be more than one bargains for. It's not that I don't love my little sister, I do. But just sometimes, okay maybe more than just sometimes I feel so irritated by her. She's just so jumpy and energetic and urghh sometimes all I want is peace and quiet. Makes me wonder if I would ever have children since I cannot even handle my own little bugger of a sister. And then mom comes rushing in to her defense like I beat her with a cane. Really? You think I am that much of a bitch. Chillax. I just like my privacy I don't like you snooping around my stuff, I am not doing ANYTHING wrong its just nice for once to receive my own privacy for once in awhile with one opening the door when your doing something and leaving it open, to look over your shoulder on the computer screen when your typing, or to hear phone conversations when your on the phone. If I need to talk I'll tell you but geeze woman for once I would like some independence. I like my space, my bubble. I am not shutting you out don't think like that but I would like a place of my own a sanctuary you would say a place for me that no one knows about but is just for me. Is that so much for me. I am not hiding I like to be alone to think to reflect and express my thoughts but I can't do that when one is constantly looking over my shoulder literally. I swear sometimes living in such close commodities can be curse than a blessing. Sure were super close but, with that comes no independent space no even a little. Push me down a hole and may I'll find my myself spiraling  into an Alice and Wonderland world..then again you still have to deal with creatures invading your space. =p
                                                                   xoxo,
                                                                   bee